
The Soul Asylum hit, “Runaway Train,” is synonymous with 90s music, and is best known for its music video featuring photos of kids who had been reported missing or who had turned homeless.
While the stories of the kids featured in the video defined the video and raised awareness of the plight of runaway/homeless kids, the true story of the song stems from a major bout with mental illness suffered by Davd Pirner, lead singer of Soul Asylum.
Pirner began suffering hearing loss, and upon learning that his music career may soon be ending, suffered an emotional and mental breakdown. Pirner discussed his mental illness as being on a runaway train, and would go on to refer to his condition as his “runaway train.”
Pirner captured the essence of the song in the lyrics:
It seems no one can help me now
I’m in too deep
There’s no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I’m neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life’s mystery seems so faded
Essentially, Pirner described his battle as being on a train that was speeding down a track to a location that he didn’t want to go.
As anyone who has ever ridden a train can attest, once you’re on the train and it’s moving, it’s near impossible to get off the train.
With that imagery, we see that Pirner found himself in a hopeless place, facing a crisis for which there was no solution.
Perhaps you can relate. Maybe you feel that your life is spinning out of control, headed to an inevitable conclusion that you would have never wanted.
We can relate, and most of us have been there. Mental illness, depression, and trauma response are complex issues. We are here to tell you that not only is there hope, but you can stop the train and get off, finding a path to a destination that you want.
And we can help. Please contact us via the contact tab on this site, visit our services, or reach out via social media (facebook.com/pointtolife). While we are not mental health professionals, we can connect you with community resources, licensed therapists, and we can assist with Spiritual coping mechanisms including prayer and active listening.
Most of all, we can introduce you to Jesus, who can heal your pain as powerfully as He healed the blind and the deaf in the Bible.
Please reach out. There’s no shame in getting help. God heals the broken, and makes us strong when we are weak. May God bless you.
National suicide hotline is 988.


